Three hospital stays since returning from Hawaii. Not entirely how I envisioned the past 6 weeks.
I’m coping. I’m trying hard not to fall into that dark place and I’m taking solace in words from the neurologist during my last stay…things will change, and this time, next year, I could be a very different woman.
This is chronic illness.
How are the kids and husband coping? Sigh. Can you hear the wave of guilt hitting me as I type that sentence?
I thought, instead of dwell, I would just say that I’m ok. We’re ok.
I will know more Monday and I will know if that promise…that hope…that doctor really can change this life of mine.
In the meantime, go check out our December vacation where, for at least a short while, I felt like I was whole.